The Northridge Earthquake, and a Test I Will Never Forget

On January 17, 1994, at 4:31 in the morning, I was taking a quiet break before starting my early-morning clinical duties. It was my very first full shift as a charge nurse, and my first night shift after completing hospital orientation. As a recent immigrant to the United States, I was already learning a lot and trying to find my footing in my first American nursing job, and my first nursing job since graduation from nursing school.

Then, without warning, everything started shaking.

The magnitude 6.7 Northridge earthquake had struck.1

The Los Angeles Times front page news covering the Northridge Earthquake.

I grew up in Asia’s earthquake belt, the so-called “Ring of Fire2”, so I was no stranger to earthquakes. But this was different. The shaking was violent, and within seconds, the quiet of the early morning turned into confusion and fear.

Our facility was a 50-plus-bed long-term care hospital in Mid-Wilshire area of Los Angeles, and we were at full capacity that night. There was one experienced RN, six nursing assistants, and me. That was our entire team.

Managing the Chaos

For a few moments, everyone was simply stunned. Patients were frightened and screaming, and some of my coworkers froze because they didn’t know what to do first.

I knew we had to get organized.

I gathered the staff and first made sure everyone working that night was safe. Then we divided up the team and started checking every room, one patient at a time.

The other charge nurse stayed on the phone, trying to handle the flood of calls from worried family members. That left me to coordinate things on the floor.

Thankfully, our first assessment brought some good news. All of our patients were accounted for, and none had been injured. The building had no major structural damage, although some items had fallen beside the beds. At least in those first few minutes, things seemed to be under control.

We thought the worst was over.

We were wrong.

The Emergency Aftershock

About 30 minutes later, the power went out throughout the neighborhood.

Fortunately, our backup diesel generator came on immediately. It wasn’t much, but it gave us enough light to keep working.

We had barely started getting back into our normal morning routine when the fire alarm suddenly began blaring.

We checked the floors and looked everywhere we could, but there was no sign of smoke or fire. We called the fire department, but they were overwhelmed with emergencies all over the area. They told us they couldn’t come unless we actually saw flames.

That didn’t sit well with me. The blaring alarm added anxiety to the already frightened residents.

I decided to investigate the situation myself. I walked around the outside of the building and eventually went down into the dark basement. That’s when I found it, a thick cloud of smoke and a strong smell of diesel fumes.

The generator was running, and its exhaust had filled the basement garage. That was what had triggered the fire alarm.

I managed to reach our physical plant manager by phone. He talked me through what to do, and I got to work.

He told me to open doors and windows to get some fresh air moving through the basement. Then I found some industrial-type fans at a nearby workshop and brought them in to push the smoke toward a ventilation shaft. Finally, I reset the main fire alarm panel to stop the sirens.

It wasn’t exactly how I had imagined spending my first night as a charge nurse.

Delivering Care Against the Odds

By about 6:30 AM, the morning-shift staff started arriving. Having more people on the floor was a huge relief.

Only then did I finally have a chance to sit down and do what I had originally planned to do that morning, check blood sugars and pass medications.

My shift was supposed to end at 7:30 AM, but I stayed few more hours to make sure the handoff went smoothly and the unit was settled before I left.

When I finally got home, I was exhausted. More than anything, I was relieved to see that my wife and our two children were safe. They understood why I had stayed late and never questioned it.

Looking back, that morning taught me something I have never forgotten. As nurses, we prepare for emergencies, but sometimes the real test comes when there is no time to think, no perfect plan, and very few people to help.

You simply have to step up and do what needs to be done.

I was grateful that our patients and staff made it through that morning safely. I also knew how fortunate we were, especially knowing that more than 9,000 people in the Los Angeles area were injured or killed in the disaster.


  1. 1994 Northridge earthquake – Wikipedia ↩︎
  2. https://www.britannica.com/place/Ring-of-Fire#:~:text=Ring%20of%20Fire.-,Geologic%20context,-The%20Ring%20of ↩︎

From Rice Fields to Hospital Halls: A Journey of Memory and Meaning

I grew up in a small rural community in the Philippines, surrounded by rice fields, simple homes, and people who knew one another. Some of my earliest memories are of bright green rice paddies stretching into the distance, the sound of people talking and laughing, and the ordinary sights and smells of village life.

An Amorsolo reproduction being sold in an e-commerce site.
A decorative reproduction of Fernando Amorsolo’s Planting Rice, inspired by one of the Filipino National Artist’s best-known depictions of rural life. Amorsolo was renowned for his distinctive treatment of tropical light, often using backlighting to give figures and landscapes a warm, luminous quality. His various Planting Rice paintings portray farmers working together in the rice fields and reflect his enduring interest in everyday life in the Philippine countryside.

When I look back now, those memories sometimes seem almost like a painting by the late Fernando Amorsolo, the first ever designated Filipino National Artist. The warm sunlight, the green fields, the people working and going about their daily lives. It was beautiful, but life was not as idyllic as it may appear in those memories. There were also poverty, political turmoil, corruption, and the feeling that ordinary people had little control over their future. Even as a child in the ’70s, I sensed that there had to be something beyond the world I knew.

Eventually, that desire for something different led me, or IMO my wife led me, to the United States.

Coming to America was exciting, but it was also a huge adjustment. Everything seemed bigger and faster. I was learning a new culture, finding my way around a new country, and trying to build a future at the same time.

When I was younger, I imagined doing many things with my life. I wanted to be an artist, a writer, maybe even a world traveler. But life has a way of changing your plans.

I became a husband and a father. With a family to support, being the breadwinner became my priority. Nursing became my profession, and eventually I found myself working at a nationally ranked teaching hospital in Los Angeles.

Nursing was never boring.

Some days were exhausting. Some were heartbreaking. Others were incredibly rewarding. There were alarms going off, phones ringing, doctors and nurses moving quickly through the halls, and patients and families dealing with some of the most difficult moments of their lives.

Somewhere in all of that, I learned that nursing was about much more than medications, procedures, and medical knowledge. It was about people. It was about listening, staying calm when someone else was frightened, and sometimes simply being there. It was also working alongside wonderful colleagues and feeling that I was a part of a work family.

I had moments when I felt proud of what I was able to do. I remember helping save patients’ lives, and for a brief moment, I felt like some kind of superhero. Of course, nursing quickly brought me back to reality. The grueling 12-hour shift. Multiple tasks at once. Trying to keep my sanity while caring for patients and dealing with their families.

And then there was being a parent.

One of my favorite reminders that life doesn’t always follow the script came when my son decided to test the laws of gravity while hanging in the playground parallel bars. The result was a broken arm and a trip to the emergency room.

There is something strangely surreal about walking through a hospital as both a nurse and a worried parent. Suddenly, all the clinical knowledge in the world doesn’t stop you from being a dad who is worried about his child.

Those experiences — both big and small — shaped me in ways I didn’t fully appreciate at the time.

Now, after many years in nursing, I have finally hung up my stethoscope and packed away my uniform. Retirement has given me something I didn’t have much of during my working years: time to slow down and think.

And, perhaps more importantly, time to return to some of the things I had put aside.

Writing. Photography. Art. Travel. Storytelling.

The creative side of me that was there when I was a young boy in the Philippines never really disappeared. It was simply buried beneath the responsibilities of work, family, and everyday life.

Now I’m ready to dig it back up.

I want to write about the places I’ve been, the people I’ve met, the experiences that changed me, and the memories that have stayed with me all these years. Some stories will come from my childhood in the Philippines. Others will come from my years as a nurse, a husband, and a father.

I sometimes find myself thinking about the reasons I left the Philippines in the first place. As a young man, I wanted to escape the political chaos1, the greed, the graft and corruption of the trapos2 that seemed to limit the possibilities for ordinary people. I came to America believing I was leaving those problems behind and entering a society built on greater opportunity, fairness, and the rule of law. Yet, decades later, I sometimes look around and wonder how far we have really come. The political and social climate in America today can feel increasingly divided and unsettled, with money and influence concentrated in the hands of a very small segment of society. In some ways, the problems I thought I was leaving behind have taken on a different form here. That realization has made me reflect more deeply on my journey, not with regret, but with a greater appreciation for the complicated realities of both the country I left and the country I chose to call home.

I don’t pretend to have all the answers. I simply want to observe, remember, question, and share what I have learned along the way.

In many ways, this feels like coming full circle.

I started life surrounded by rice fields. I spent much of my adult life walking hospital corridors. Now, in retirement, I’m finding my way back to the creative dreams I had as a young man.

Maybe that’s what growing older really means — not leaving your past behind, but finally having the time to understand it.

So this is a new chapter for me.

I’ll be sharing memories from the Philippines, stories from my nursing years, moments from family life, and whatever else catches my attention along the way. Some stories may make you laugh. Others may make you think. A few might even bring back memories of your own.

After all, life rarely turns out exactly the way we imagine it.

Mine certainly didn’t. And I’m grateful for that, and there are still stories to tell.

PS: Full disclosure: I needed AI to help me jump start this rusty writer’s mind. In my younger years it would have been an easy job spin a yarn and craft narratives, but like an athlete needing to up his game, I enlisted ChatGPT and Grammarly to coach me and refine this piece. I am sorry, I promise I will be back and it is going to be me, not some electricity-hungry and water-hogging voracious robot housed in a sprawling complex somewhere in rural America.

  1. Marcos’ martial law: Golden age for corruption, abuses | Inquirer News ↩︎
  2. Trapo (noun) is Filipino word for old useless clothes that has been repurposed as wash rags or as a mop to clean floors. Used as a slang for traditional politicians, it denotes that they are the lowest form of life in a society. ↩︎